I Regret

Description:

(JC Culp, 2018)
By now exiled from Toronto, on disability for PTSD about 20 years too late, I was also gender questioning for the first time, also too late. Working through this stuff, I found an ingenious confess-and-purge exercise in Kate Bornstein's "My Gender Workbook." Then I learned that Phil Hoffman's Independent Imaging Retreat was an easy bike ride from Solstice festival. So I went there, learned 16mm camera and light meter, and shot and edited this bald litany of failure in a week. It has received a lot of positive feedback although it is most painful for me to watch.

Complete Record: (JC Culp, 2018) By now exiled from Toronto, on disability for PTSD about 20 years too late, I was also gender questioning for the first time, also too late. Working through this stuff, I found an ingenious confess-and-purge exercise in Kate Bornstein's "My Gender Workbook." Then I learned that Phil Hoffman's Independent Imaging Retreat was an easy bike ride from Solstice festival. So I went there, learned 16mm camera and light meter, and shot and edited this bald litany of failure in a week. It has received a lot of positive feedback although it is most painful for me to watch.